Why??

I keep asking myself  "isn't i not done well before and during the war begin?"

There was no answer from my heart.

But the answer had been show in the report of result.

I had work hard and doing my best in the Hall...

As my senior talk to me, 

may be that i really not put too much effort compared with those frez had pass 

I regret but it is too late.

~ 23 August 2010 ~

i have no nervous before the time, 

i know that i should behave to face it (even it is a bad news)

after i check, the answer to me was a bad news.

Sudden my heart get bite by aunts,

very pain... really pain... 

but eyes still look at monitor and hope that are not the fact.

Really.....

It is truth.

No body can be change the result.

Only myself can be give the best result, 

if i try the BEST and not give up in next coming December.

Happy OR Sadness...

just on my hand, i can decide for myself..

so i need recover my sadness mood as soon as possible

i need be happy and welcome the next war begin

Beside, i really want thank you a lot to all my frez

Your really give many supports and advice to me

If no you all accompany and talk with me,

i felt more sadness and will not recover so fast. 

~ FRIENDS, THANK YOU SO MUCH ~
  

Beside all my frez,
My parents also always stay beside me
they not only physically support me
they also stand behind me and give some financial support
I know, this time
it not only made my personally feel sad
after my parent knew the result
they feel more sad and unhappy
I feel more pressure to look and talking with them
But,
any way.. i wan thanks my parent
i want get better results in next coming December sitting
to show my thousand of thanks to...

~ PARENT ~