Saturday, January 8, 2011

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠 
但是我还是拼命往里跳 
明知道再走可能是监牢 
但是我还是相信只是煎熬 
妹妹都劝我不要不要 
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑 
但是做人已经那么累 
假惺惺的想要逃 
在爱里连真心都不能给 
这才真的真正的可笑 
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲 
太容易让自己沉沦 
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕 
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 
明知道这不是缘分 
但是我还奋不顾身 
明知道爱情并不牢靠 
但是我还是拼命往里跳 
明知道再走可能是监牢 
但是我还是相信只是煎熬 
朋友都劝我不要不要 
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑 
但是做人已经那么累 
假惺惺的想要逃 
在爱里连真心都不能给 
这才真的真正的可笑 
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲 
太容易让自己沉沦 
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕 
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 
明知道这不是缘分 
但是我还奋不顾身 
可能 在爱里面这样算笨 
可能 永远没有所谓永恒 
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能 
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨 
......... 
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲 
太容易让自己沉沦 
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕 
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 
明知道这不是缘分 
但是我还奋不顾身 
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 
明知道这不是缘分 
但我相信有点可能

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Genting Highland Trip

19 December 2010 (Sunday)

Yesterday afternoon, i received his message and knowing that he bring me go Genting Highland on 19 Dec 2010 to enjoy our weekend holidays.

I feel happy. 

In early morning about 11 a.m., we reach the cable car station. There are many peoples today, we are waiting about 30 minutes. We reach Genting Highland around 12 p.m.. Firstly, we go to the cinema buying movie ticket "THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: THE VOYAGE OF THE DAWN TREADER". This movie are stated show at 3.15 p.m..

During the time for waiting our movie, we go Kenny Roger to having our lunch. We are enjoying the lunch untill about 1.30 p.m.. After done our lunch, we are going around the Genting Highland walk around and enjoy the fresh and cool air.

The time passing, we are going for movie about 3 p.m. and enjoy the show. When the movie started, this movie are not so interested. I found that it is BORED inside the cinema during the 2 hours time. 

After finish wactching our movie, he bring me go cassino. We stay at cassino untill 6.30 p.m.. Finally, he win RM300. Wah.. so happy because he buy me a christmas present worth about RM150. He asking me choosing the present and he will paid for me. I am headache because it is difficult to think what i want him to present me. Haha.... Anyway, i am unable to get it at Genting Highland. But he want me buy on 25 December 2010 at Mid Valley Shopping Mall.

About 7 p.m., we go having our dinner before going back to Kuala Lumpur. I  reach my home is about 9.30 p.m.. 

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Finally... Finished my section

15 December 2010

Finally... i have finish my December ACCA exam.
Today i am disappointed for the P3 papers Questions.
It made me down during my first 15 minutes reading time, 
when i start reading the question requirements
I found that all requirement are out of my scope and expectation.
Haiz..
But any way, i have try my best in the 3 hours writing time.
I had read the scenario and requirement carefully
and answer all questions in proper manner with apply all my knowledge.
After submit my scripts...
i have nothing can do and change my answer even after i read back my "tick" notes.
Now...
i only can waiting the date of the result release. 
I hope god blessing me.
Give me a chance to score a pass mark of 50 mark for my P3 and P7 in December 2010 sitting.

Chin Yee ~~ GOOD LUCK TO YOU ~~

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

The Year of 2010

The time pass so fast.. 
Now already come to the month of December in year of 2010.

These few days during my study and exam leave
I have asking myself a few questions: 
"What i have done in these year?", 
"What things made me happy?", 
"What things made me sadness?",
"Do any regret during these year?"...

Wahhhh.. So many "What?", "Why?" and "How".

In real life, many peoples will do the same things.
Mostly there will think back "What there have done in past whole year?"
Then from the analysis, 
We should have a plan for the coming year
Hope it is a better year in the coming 2011
AND
there are no same mistake or regret happen in the coming future.
These will called an "ANNUAL REPORT".

For Me
In year of 2010.
I got sadness, happiness, regret, surprise and disappointed.

~~ SAD / DISAPPOINTED ~~
The date of ACCA June 2010 result release is the most sadness date during the year of 2010. I won't forget these date, it made me crying!! My mission force to be change due to the reason of failed my ACCA results in the June 2010 sitting. It had spoil my dream and my plan at early of the Year 2010.
However, i telling myself 'i can't give up after this movement, i should stand up and add oil during my next sitting at December 2010 again.' I must achieve my mission on December 2010. So i must work hard during my December 2010 period. CHIN YEE, GAMBATEH YOOO!!!

~~ HAPPY / SUPRISE ~~
I am happy with my career now. Firstly, in year of 2010, i get promoted and become SA 2 in SY Lim and Co.. Even, i not so satisfied the amount of increment, But manager proof that i have perform better performance as compared with last year. Ms. Wong , our associate director has give good comments on my works during the past period. Secondly, Company have early release our bonus payment on November 2010. I am surprise!!! I have get higher bonus paid that i no expect before. From this point of view, i have confident that i can do it better in coming future. But, How long i still want staying at SY Lim & Co.? My answer is 'i duno, but i won't stay here so long time.' I am sure that outside still got many opportunity waiting me to perform better and get higher paid and benefit.

In the year of 2010, i have enjoy with many fun. I have a relax and playing year. This year, i have joining my company trip to Bali. It happy stay together with all colleagues and friends.

Besides, my audit department also organise a local trip to Melaka for 2 days 1 night. Even it is a short trip, but i bring a memories to us. We are more closure to each others between our department after these short trip.

There are also many many events and gathering that bring me good memories in this year of 2010. It bring me happy and stay more closure with all my friends. I am feel prove to have all those friends because they all so nice and helpful. 





Another surprise and good news bring to our family members is my lovely cousin (big sister) getting married on October 2010. YEAH YEAH!!! CONGRATULATION TO MY DEAR SISTER.

7 December 2010

I have done my best in the three hours time during my P7 exam today.
I am sure that our hard work perform in the past two months ago,
there are no regret for us to spend our time to group study.
I have no stress and worrying during my preparation in these time round for these paper.
Finally, i want to say thank you to him.
We are study hard together to reach our aim and objective.
P7 exam had pass, i am countdown the another exam coming.
I should work hard for these P3 also.

I wishing the results release on the date may bring me wonderful and happy day.
~~~ GOOD LUCK ~~~

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Why??

I keep asking myself  "isn't i not done well before and during the war begin?"
There was no answer from my heart.
But the answer had been show in the report of result.
I had work hard and doing my best in the Hall...
As my senior talk to me, 
may be that i really not put too much effort compared with those frez had pass 
I regret but it is too late.

~ 23 August 2010 ~
i have no nervous before the time, 
i know that i should behave to face it (even it is a bad news)
after i check, the answer to me was a bad news.
Sudden my heart get bite by aunts,
very pain... really pain... 
but eyes still look at monitor and hope that are not the fact.
Really.....
It is truth.
No body can be change the result.
Only myself can be give the best result, 
if i try the BEST and not give up in next coming December.

Happy OR Sadness...
just on my hand, i can decide for myself..
so i need recover my sadness mood as soon as possible
i need be happy and welcome the next war begin

Beside, i really want thank you a lot to all my frez
Your really give many supports and advice to me
If no you all accompany and talk with me,
i felt more sadness and will not recover so fast. 

~ FRIENDS, THANK YOU SO MUCH ~
  
Beside all my frez,
My parents also always stay beside me
they not only physically support me
they also stand behind me and give some financial support
I know, this time
it not only made my personally feel sad
after my parent knew the result
they feel more sad and unhappy
I feel more pressure to look and talking with them
But,
any way.. i wan thanks my parent
i want get better results in next coming December sitting
to show my thousand of thanks to...

~ PARENT ~