脚步

你和我的脚步大小长短不一
当两人站在同一个起点开跑
结果，到达终点的那一刻
可发现两人却无法一起到达终点
总有一方却默默的等待另一半

在这一刻
却考研了两者的忍耐、体谅、互了解
如慢者不坚持一个人的发奋到达终点
这会令等待的一方感到失望，辛苦

一天，她缺乏信心在跑道上
因为他感到失望和无助
她发现他和跑道的距离约来越远

为了梦想
她不哭，
努力的跑呀跑呀
心中梦着理想、期望
最终她只想与心爱的同步奔驰
她带着期望
希望等待的对方能欣赏
她的美，她的坚持

她只希望能夺得
赞美，歌颂
自己
🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁

Attend marriage course

13 July 2012 to 15 July 2012

A day to be remember!
Feel surprise, happy, excited, warm, love.......
At here we learn a lot of theory of life after marriage and love...
WHAT IS LOVE?
It a very subjective matters, actually no point, no answer for me! It is a feeling between you and me.
WHO IS HE AND ME?
Before course, I really no think tis question in depth. I feel surprise, 1st time he talk out his feeling in front of all members here. I love you 😘
SORRY TO HIM
Forgive me what I have done wrong in past and future. Thank you so much on take care and sharing with me.
WARM
I rmb I 1st time help you do tie, u help me make up, we dancing together. Even it is not perfect, but I feel warm and happy. I like tis section much and it is our memories. Thanks god and members help us pray for our future life.
LETTER TO HIM
I am very touch to write out my 1st letter to him. Before tat I have no ideas and points. But duno y my feel sudden like raining day. Mind keep think of you and me during love time include happy, worries, sad, mad... I m crying not because of unhappy all is because feel warm and touch to look at pass how you treat a girl frez like me (which are not perfect).

I accepted what you are. This is I learn from here.

Dear, thanks god to to let me meet you.

I am very hope tis message can pass to you.

心情复杂💢💢

很快很快，我的人生要踏入另一个阶段
心情有一点复杂
有点犹豫、兴奋、担心、牵挂。。
无论是牵连到
我们两人的相处，容忍
还有
与他家人们的相处之道
我也一一地担心
真所谓
＂相处一日很容易，同居一年难如登天＂
原来一个女人为了她的一生，
她可以付出！！
去成全他们的梦想我长长告诉自己
我可以！！！👍

I love Lily flowers

My darling

My little darling call
*** Justyn boy ***
He very naughty..
Naughty ~~
Naughty ~~
Naughty ~~
But we all feel happy everyday during time together with him...
He always having a funny face and emotion to us.
Cuties~~~~~
I love my darling very much...
Muack Muack :*

Decisions ^^

I mind keep asking "isn't a right time for this decision?"
I am confuse for my decision..
This may affect my future life, my parents, his parents and other family issues...
What if the things not happen before? Isn't we have same problems to worry?
I have no answer for this..
I have bad feeling,
Even my parent ( father and mother )
They both also have quarrel on these.
They have different thinking and mindsets.
Now, I have despair 😰
There are long ways to go..
I have to made own decisions
But it does not affect both parents' feelings...
REALLY!!!!!!!!
Who want to help me and listen to me??????

calendar 2012

"Life become meaningful when we shoulder responsibilities.
Avoiding responsibilities Mades our life empty."
I have a calendar. It keep remind me about my works and status everyday.
It help me to planning my current and future. It bring me a lot of convenient and memories.
At the beginning of month, I have to fill up the box in my calendar. Hence, at the mid of month, I have to amend the time according to job urgency. At the end of month, I have to set my time proper and rush out all to made my month have a nice ending.
WoooooWo...😌
I have a responsibilities, So, my life are meaningful..
I LOVE it So much..😍😘

Same as last night, before I going to close my story for yesterday. I having my beauty mask bought from Taipei. I believe that work hard is important, but I have to take good care of my skin and face. It will bring me more points in future.

Masking *****

The night is dark today...
My mind keep thinking of some past story
My heart seem like bites by ants
So pain~~~ so painful~~~
My body are lazy ^^ and ^^
Mood is down down down today
after I have hear some past story from my lovely parents.

Any How, the happening have been past...
Worrying, sadness, unhappiness...
Should be put a side..
And I hoping all things are going smooth in the future...

Before the nite end,
I want RELAXING
I having my 2nd "magic" mask tonight before sleep
Even badly mood at the nite,
But I wont forget give my skin and face have a good REST and MASSAGE

Time Flies...

1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. 7..
Time flies~~ 
There are 7 months
Many friends asking me : What I have done for these period?
I shouldn't have an good answers for them... 
Just have a good smile to them..
Because I think a smile can hide many things that not do tell. 


For these 7 months, I have work for this NEW company.
New Life, New Environment, New Challenging, New Leaning, New Thinking, New Mindset, New peoples~~
Between these periods, 
I have done a lot of mistakes but I have learn from mistakes and get improvement on myself.


I always asking myself one : "Did I CHANGE?"
I say : "YES"
I have change a lot from physical to mentally... 
All change because of HIM fully support and give advice to ME 
~~~ THANKS him a lot ~~~


Now I work for myself, everything should plan and decide for myself, him and others peoples.
It will more headache and bad mood to settle and handle a case, if compare to work for others. 
Sometimes, I will easy get bad temper and my mood are not so good in certain moment.
But I will try my best to cold down myself. 


I am believe more months, years to go...
I want to prove to people that I CAN DO IT, even I have some suffer now.

I am Back ~~~

Hello, it is long long time ago.. i away from my blog...

From today..
Opp No...
Is from Tonight...
I want tell YOU...
BLOGGER.... I AM BACK !!!

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠 
但是我还是拼命往里跳 
明知道再走可能是监牢 
但是我还是相信只是煎熬 
妹妹都劝我不要不要 
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑 
但是做人已经那么累 
假惺惺的想要逃 
在爱里连真心都不能给 
这才真的真正的可笑 
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲 
太容易让自己沉沦 
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕 
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 
明知道这不是缘分 
但是我还奋不顾身 
明知道爱情并不牢靠 

但是我还是拼命往里跳 
明知道再走可能是监牢 
但是我还是相信只是煎熬 
朋友都劝我不要不要 
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑 
但是做人已经那么累 
假惺惺的想要逃 
在爱里连真心都不能给 
这才真的真正的可笑 
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲 
太容易让自己沉沦 
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕 
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 
明知道这不是缘分 

但是我还奋不顾身 
可能 在爱里面这样算笨 
可能 永远没有所谓永恒 
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能 
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨 
......... 
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲 
太容易让自己沉沦 
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕 
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 
明知道这不是缘分 
但是我还奋不顾身 
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 
明知道这不是缘分 
但我相信有点可能

Genting Highland Trip

19 December 2010 (Sunday)

Yesterday afternoon, i received his message and knowing that he bring me go Genting Highland on 19 Dec 2010 to enjoy our weekend holidays.

I feel happy. 

In early morning about 11 a.m., we reach the cable car station. There are many peoples today, we are waiting about 30 minutes. We reach Genting Highland around 12 p.m.. Firstly, we go to the cinema buying movie ticket "THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: THE VOYAGE OF THE DAWN TREADER". This movie are stated show at 3.15 p.m..

During the time for waiting our movie, we go Kenny Roger to having our lunch. We are enjoying the lunch untill about 1.30 p.m.. After done our lunch, we are going around the Genting Highland walk around and enjoy the fresh and cool air.

The time passing, we are going for movie about 3 p.m. and enjoy the show. When the movie started, this movie are not so interested. I found that it is BORED inside the cinema during the 2 hours time. 

After finish wactching our movie, he bring me go cassino. We stay at cassino untill 6.30 p.m.. Finally, he win RM300. Wah.. so happy because he buy me a christmas present worth about RM150. He asking me choosing the present and he will paid for me. I am headache because it is difficult to think what i want him to present me. Haha.... Anyway, i am unable to get it at Genting Highland. But he want me buy on 25 December 2010 at Mid Valley Shopping Mall.

About 7 p.m., we go having our dinner before going back to Kuala Lumpur. I  reach my home is about 9.30 p.m.. 

Finally... Finished my section

15 December 2010

Finally... i have finish my December ACCA exam.

Today i am disappointed for the P3 papers Questions.

It made me down during my first 15 minutes reading time, 

when i start reading the question requirements

I found that all requirement are out of my scope and expectation.

Haiz..

But any way, i have try my best in the 3 hours writing time.

I had read the scenario and requirement carefully

and answer all questions in proper manner with apply all my knowledge.

After submit my scripts...

i have nothing can do and change my answer even after i read back my "tick" notes.

Now...

i only can waiting the date of the result release. 

I hope god blessing me.

Give me a chance to score a pass mark of 50 mark for my P3 and P7 in December 2010 sitting.

Chin Yee ~~ GOOD LUCK TO YOU ~~

The Year of 2010

The time pass so fast.. 

Now already come to the month of December in year of 2010.

These few days during my study and exam leave

I have asking myself a few questions: 

"What i have done in these year?", 

"What things made me happy?", 

"What things made me sadness?",

"Do any regret during these year?"...

Wahhhh.. So many "What?", "Why?" and "How".

In real life, many peoples will do the same things.

Mostly there will think back "What there have done in past whole year?"

Then from the analysis, 

We should have a plan for the coming year

Hope it is a better year in the coming 2011

AND

there are no same mistake or regret happen in the coming future.

These will called an "ANNUAL REPORT".

For Me

In year of 2010.

I got sadness, happiness, regret, surprise and disappointed.

~~ SAD / DISAPPOINTED ~~

The date of ACCA June 2010 result release is the most sadness date during the year of 2010. I won't forget these date, it made me crying!! My mission force to be change due to the reason of failed my ACCA results in the June 2010 sitting. It had spoil my dream and my plan at early of the Year 2010.

However, i telling myself 'i can't give up after this movement, i should stand up and add oil during my next sitting at December 2010 again.' I must achieve my mission on December 2010. So i must work hard during my December 2010 period. CHIN YEE, GAMBATEH YOOO!!!

~~ HAPPY / SUPRISE ~~

I am happy with my career now. Firstly, in year of 2010, i get promoted and become SA 2 in SY Lim and Co.. Even, i not so satisfied the amount of increment, But manager proof that i have perform better performance as compared with last year. Ms. Wong , our associate director has give good comments on my works during the past period. Secondly, Company have early release our bonus payment on November 2010. I am surprise!!! I have get higher bonus paid that i no expect before. From this point of view, i have confident that i can do it better in coming future. But, How long i still want staying at SY Lim & Co.? My answer is 'i duno, but i won't stay here so long time.' I am sure that outside still got many opportunity waiting me to perform better and get higher paid and benefit.

In the year of 2010, i have enjoy with many fun. I have a relax and playing year. This year, i have joining my company trip to Bali. It happy stay together with all colleagues and friends.

Besides, my audit department also organise a local trip to Melaka for 2 days 1 night. Even it is a short trip, but i bring a memories to us. We are more closure to each others between our department after these short trip.

There are also many many events and gathering that bring me good memories in this year of 2010. It bring me happy and stay more closure with all my friends. I am feel prove to have all those friends because they all so nice and helpful. 

Another surprise and good news bring to our family members is my lovely cousin (big sister) getting married on October 2010. YEAH YEAH!!! CONGRATULATION TO MY DEAR SISTER.

7 December 2010

I have done my best in the three hours time during my P7 exam today.

I am sure that our hard work perform in the past two months ago,

there are no regret for us to spend our time to group study.

I have no stress and worrying during my preparation in these time round for these paper.

Finally, i want to say thank you to him.

We are study hard together to reach our aim and objective.

P7 exam had pass, i am countdown the another exam coming.

I should work hard for these P3 also.

I wishing the results release on the date may bring me wonderful and happy day.

~~~ GOOD LUCK ~~~

Why??

I keep asking myself  "isn't i not done well before and during the war begin?"

There was no answer from my heart.

But the answer had been show in the report of result.

I had work hard and doing my best in the Hall...

As my senior talk to me, 

may be that i really not put too much effort compared with those frez had pass 

I regret but it is too late.

~ 23 August 2010 ~

i have no nervous before the time, 

i know that i should behave to face it (even it is a bad news)

after i check, the answer to me was a bad news.

Sudden my heart get bite by aunts,

very pain... really pain... 

but eyes still look at monitor and hope that are not the fact.

Really.....

It is truth.

No body can be change the result.

Only myself can be give the best result, 

if i try the BEST and not give up in next coming December.

Happy OR Sadness...

just on my hand, i can decide for myself..

so i need recover my sadness mood as soon as possible

i need be happy and welcome the next war begin

Beside, i really want thank you a lot to all my frez

Your really give many supports and advice to me

If no you all accompany and talk with me,

i felt more sadness and will not recover so fast. 

~ FRIENDS, THANK YOU SO MUCH ~
  

Beside all my frez,
My parents also always stay beside me
they not only physically support me
they also stand behind me and give some financial support
I know, this time
it not only made my personally feel sad
after my parent knew the result
they feel more sad and unhappy
I feel more pressure to look and talking with them
But,
any way.. i wan thanks my parent
i want get better results in next coming December sitting
to show my thousand of thanks to...

~ PARENT ~

Travie McCoy: Billionaire ft. Bruno Mars [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

"Need You Now" by Lady Antebellum with lyrics

Sushi and Shopping day

4 July 2010 (Sunday) ~ Raining day

今天, 我和妹妹去了 Mid Valley 购物广场吃喝玩乐.

原本, 我们两打算一起看电影.

因时间太少, 所以我们一致决定只是争取时间疯狂购物.

当我们底达广场, 第一时间去了找吃 (因为肚子好饿)

我们选着了 Sushi King .

好开心 ~ ~ ~

好好吃哟! ! !

At The End.. Our table become

期待明天的到来

  Yeah.. very excited and waiting for tomorrow.

Tomorrow i and sister go mid valley watch movie, lunch and shopping..

It is the time to let both of us release tension and enjoy the time.

But we should remind each others tomorrow,

Please don't spending until crazy Oh...

haha..

If not our pocket and wallet will break even.. 

then hard to wait until month end coming.

Ole Ole Ole.... 2mr i will shopping and spending for buy my beloved.. 

YEAH... GO GO GO..